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2002-04-24 - 9:54 p.m. I've now reached a point where I can really get started on a research project for my PhD... but weeks seem to slip by without it happenning. I'm ready to start. What's holding me back? Is it just laziness? Doesn't seem unlikely, given my past. But... I feel like my laziness is gradually slipping away, like a defense that I don't need anymore. It's something that I've used in order to pretend that this isn't my life, this is where I am, this isn't what I'm really doing... I feel more ready, now, to face reality, to face a simple reality, a simple future. Not completely ready, mind you! But then, who is?
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