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2002-03-03 - 12:35 p.m. Um, thanks to everyone who had something supportive to say after my outburst last night... I feel better today. I feel kind of embarrassed about it I guess, because I think my problems are really pretty small, on a global scale - I'm young, rich, healthy, have friends, good prospects for the future, and don't have to enter paid employment for at least another three years - so what the fuck am I complaining about? I guess, though, part of what helps keep me on an even keel is diaryland, particularly being able to just scream my rage and frustration instead of constantly pretending it's all ok as I do in real life... the thing is, in rl, then most of the time it is all ok... but sometimes when it's not ok then I feel like I'm never going to get out of it because I don't do anything about it - I don't feel able to even express what I feel verbally, let alone actually act on my emotions. Anyway, thanks again to those kind souls. - On another note, despite drinking quite heavily last night, I feel not even slightly hungover today. Huzzah! - "Questions were answered That used to perplex" - Pet Shop Boys
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